Murder on the Orient Express

“To tell you the truth, my friend, I did not care for him. He produced on me an unpleasant impression. And you?

Hercule Poirot was a moment before replying.

“When he passed me in the restaurant,” he said at last, “I had a curious impression. It was as through a wild animal -an animal savage, but savage! you understand- had passed me by.”

“And yet he looked altogether of the most respectable.”

“Précisément! The body -the cage- is everything of the most respectable -but through the bars, wild animal looks out.”

I close the book. How strange this text is to me! It was published in 1934. As I am curious, I searched for the day of death of Agatha Christie. She died eight days after my birthday. Meaningless information for my game!

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A Little This, a Lot of That

I’m writing this while on a flight. I’ve got a small tray table in front of me, the kind meant for meals. There is a cup of coffee that I’ve been sipping slowly, turning it into three cups over time. My small notebook and pen are my companions. The plane’s window next to me is tiny, about the same size as the table. I am in the cloud.

It’s been a good time for writing. I found myself thinking about Hemingway. If it was him, he would have finished a short story by now and sent it off to the Paris Review as soon as he landed, with the payment already in his pocket

Anyway, for me, it was a good writing piece. I have here my journey, and I prefer to think about this sentence by Raymond Carver: “A great danger, or at least a great temptation, for many writers is to become too autobiographical in their approach to their fiction. A little autobiography and a lot of imagination are best.”

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It Happens

.As autumn starts, I embrace transformation

Dear friends! Just like my website, I need a few updates too. You might notice some hiccups while we both get a little makeover. During this time, you can still write to me as always via email or social media, and I’ll be checking those channels. To fit with these new changes and challenges, I’m writing in English to feel less pain as I step into another world. Thanks for your patience and support! 

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A Full-Time Position

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No man wants

to fall in love with a woman

who works in a circus

One of those women who has to walk a tight-rope

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To fall in love with a woman

who might fall at any moment

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And if she doesn’t fall

thousands of people clap their hands

to applaud her

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Sara Mohammadi Ardehali

selected and translated by Dick Davis

The Mirror of My Heart: A Thousand Years of Persian Poetry by Women

How

How does someone write in a way “not imitative of the natural speech of educated men,” how might he exploit our “inability to speak in an ordinary way”? How does he get so good at describing “the banality of the banal man”?

این‌طوری‌ها فروردین ۱۴۰۳ تمام می‌شود. و البته در میان مراقب‌خودت‌باش‌های بسیار.

Storytelling

Whitman was right: we are large, we do contain multitudes. There’s more than one “us” in there. When we “find our voice”, what’s really happening is that we’re choosing a voice from among the many voices we’re able to “do”, and we’re choosing it because we’ve found that, of all the voices we contain, it’s the one, so far, that has proven itself to be the most energetic.

By George Saunders

حوصله‌ی ترجمه نیست.

ناراحتی قلبی

گلوله‌ها بسیارند
عمیق و قدیمی
در باز و بسته می‌شود
چاقوها می‌چرخند
هر از گاهی
صدای شلیکی دوباره
اتاق را می‌پراند
دست‌ها درمانده
کنار تخت خونین تو
فرو می‌ریزند
صدایت بالا نمی‌آید
از گلوله‌ی اصلی بگویی
و هیچ کس حواسش
به اشاره‌ی ناتوان دست تو
به قفسه‌ی سینه‌ات
نیست
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محمود درویش درگذشت.
در شعری می‌نویسد«بیست سطر از عشق نوشتم و محاصره، بیست متر، عقب‌نشینی کرد.»، سایت شاملو
او را در فلسطین به خاک خواهند سپرد.

پیانو

صدای پیانو می‌آمد
خیال می‌کردم عاشقم
پیانو قطع می‌شد
می‌گفتم فریب خورده‌ام
پیانوی لعنتی
سنگین‌تر از آن بود که جا به جایش کنم

آن ها

می‌گفتند دوستم دارند
باور نمی‌کردم
پافشاری می‌کردند
جدی نمی‌گرفتم
کارهای عجیب می‌کردند
سر تکان می‌دادم
می‌گفتند از من متنفر شده‌اند
باور نمی‌کردم
پافشاری می‌کردند
جدی نمی‌گرفتم
کارهای عجیب می‌کردند
سر تکان می‌دادم
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